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when an engineer having unpredictable mood swings meet platform heels while eating doughnuts and cupcakes without talking and being introvert most of the time but still able to camwhore wearing new shawls and clothing bought online after reading obituary in an english newspaper

Friday, September 16

remisniscing

Last night i spend a few moments reading my old posts all over again. Funny to realise how childish I was two years ago.hahaha. I used to write using the bajet kiut wordings like 'shaye','shuke' etcs which ironically i hate using right now. Some posts are already in the far deep isolated area in my memory. I cant even remember writing them. All those people that i refer in my posts (which i keep it P&C to myself) are also have been forgotten. I seriously dunno which one i refer to in each post. But still it is good to recall back what had happened back then during my uni years. What I can conclude is I  was (was or still?) a girl who is easily depressed, love to whine and often facing bums in her love life. Yeah,all my previous posts evolved around that. Need to kurangkan yo.haha
Now after two years, a lot has changed. My surroundings from uni to office, my family has expanded with a niece on board, new network in my list of friends in facebook , the way i wear my shawls and all the tiny winy bit of me.I will update on those in latter post. What's important I think I've managed to change way i see, decipher and judge everything that happened around me.
I might still whine once in a while, still facing a whole lot of ups and lows in love life and yes still be easily depressed (it is actually one of my personality traits -_-) but i guess i'm at the age where i need to tackle all those in a mature way. wah, mature?
I think this post is way too serious to be the first post after my long MIA, but no worries I will post a more happy post in future. After all this is my blog, I got to choose and decide what to write.=) Take it or leave it.

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